I find it extremely ironic and unfair that every last paper I sit for in an exam always makes me feel shitty.
Exhibit A: For UPSR, I thought I did really bad in my last paper, English Paper 2, and while everyone was celebrating, I went home feeling really worried.
Exhibit B: For PMR, I thought I did really bad in my last paper, Mandarin Paper 2, and while everyone was celebrating, I went home feeling really worried.
Exhibit C: This time, for midyears, I did really bad in my last paper, Accounts Paper 2, and while everyone was celebrating, I felt all the pent-up energy reserved just for this moment, this moment when I finally pass up my last paper, drain out of myself, and I cannot bring myself to be relieved or glad even for a minute.
I know it’s pointless worrying over something like this, but I already know the subjects I’m going to be really disappointed with are:
- All of them.
michelle teoh 
Cross the bridge when you come to it… wait for the results then feel lousy
or
make hay while the sun shines … make sure you prepare well before the exams
or
come what may … just be happy in all circumstances.
I guess a combi of 3 would be good but then again, we’re all queens (kings) of procrastination too. Don’t fret too much lah. A little fretting is good sometimes, it moves us more. Happy Hols!
i feel the same way too…account paper 2 was totally crap…i didn’t even finish most of it…feeling like commit suicide right after i handed in my paper…urghhh…