Is This the Part Where I Feel Happy Now?


I find it extremely ironic and unfair that every last paper I sit for in an exam always makes me feel shitty.

Exhibit A: For UPSR, I thought I did really bad in my last paper, English Paper 2, and while everyone was celebrating, I went home feeling really worried.

Exhibit B: For PMR, I thought I did really bad in my last paper, Mandarin Paper 2, and while everyone was celebrating, I went home feeling really worried.

Exhibit C: This time, for midyears, I did really bad in my last paper, Accounts Paper 2, and while everyone was celebrating, I felt all the pent-up energy reserved just for this moment, this moment when I finally pass up my last paper, drain out of myself, and I cannot bring myself to be relieved or glad even for a minute.

I know it’s pointless worrying over something like this, but I already know the subjects I’m going to be really disappointed with are:

  •  All of them.
…okay, maybe this is the part where I stop whining. Well then, movies, anyone?
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Author: Michelle Teoh

21-year-old cynical Asian, book enthusiast and purveyor of fine sarcasm.

2 thoughts on “Is This the Part Where I Feel Happy Now?”

  1. Cross the bridge when you come to it… wait for the results then feel lousy
    or
    make hay while the sun shines … make sure you prepare well before the exams
    or
    come what may … just be happy in all circumstances.
    I guess a combi of 3 would be good but then again, we’re all queens (kings) of procrastination too. Don’t fret too much lah. A little fretting is good sometimes, it moves us more. Happy Hols!

  2. i feel the same way too…account paper 2 was totally crap…i didn’t even finish most of it…feeling like commit suicide right after i handed in my paper…urghhh…

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