everything is so fucked up. i suffered through a whole week of pressured trial exams, and now they’re announcing a re-test next week because some faggot of a school cheated or something and now all the schools in my state might need to take the exam again next week and this is so stupid. i didn’t cheat. why does this need to happen to me too? i thought maybe i could get rest this weekend but now everything is so fucked up. i really don’t know what to feel, everything is so numb.  it’s the dumbest thing ever and i feel like a fucking kid. i can’t possibly talk to anyone, no one’s going to understand, no one’s going to want to hear me whine either, and the one person i could possibly talk to isn’t available at the moment. i’m being annoying on tumblr/wordpress but if i don’t rant this here and i honestly have no one else to run to.