Everyone’s just bombarding me with lectures everyday about what is right and what is wrong and I’m not saying it’s not right to have people tell me that, it’s just that it would be great if everyone stopped. For a week or two. To give me some space and let me breathe and let me think and let me decide because everything is so confusing right now. I am still trying to change, believe me, I am, it’s just that it’s not easy being someone that everyone can love and accept. It’s different when you’re someone who has difficulty presenting themselves boldly in public. Everything needs time. And all I’m asking for is time.
okay, from now on i will never judge or critic you. if i really did do it before, i am here to say sorry. sorry for everything that i stupidly did it to you. so sorry.
just remember that i am always here to support you.
if you feel like i am too annoying for you, just tell me and i will leave you alone. i will do anything for your own sake.
love,
C.