Living Proof That The Camera’s Lying

Sasha gave me a flower on Sunday together with Perks and a lovely card. She is such a lovely person I want to marry her but she has a boyfriend. It was the first time anyone gave me flowers.

I’ve been listening to Paramore the whole week, and a week has already passed since I saw them live. A week since I had sores from headbanging, dancing and waving my arms like mad. A week since I sang at the top of my voice and actually saw Hayley Williams right in front of my eyes. How did a week pass so fast? Never did I stop returning to that night, when everything was perfect and flawless. Even Diyani says I look happier since returning from the concert. I guess this is what Sasha meant by ‘lifechanging’.

We had a meeting at my house last night, Jia Yuan, Yi Jing, Joey, Mi Xia, Wei Xing, Hui Xiong and Lian Kai, concerning the Standard 6 gathering Wei Xing had suggested and I certainly hope this time would be better than the last two years ago, when I came home feeling pretty terrible for some reason.

I had a very weird dream last night, and it has unhinged me for the whole day. Ellie and Elya says it’s just a dream and I hope so but I don’t know what feeling this is. I hope it goes away soon.

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Michelle Teoh

26-year-old cynical Asian, book enthusiast and purveyor of fine sarcasm.

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